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[Sunday
June 24th]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | New Found Glory_Sucker ]

RULES:
1. List 10 things you want to say to people, but you probably never will.
2. Dont mention names.
3. Never discuss it again.

1. You haven't been around most of my life, but as I see it now, you're trying. And I guess that's worth giving you another shot for. As much as I've had to suffer through growing up without you, I think that you've had to go through more because I can see it now and the pain in you. When you look at me and see what you've missed all this time, I've always wondered how you could sleep at night and if you even thought about me. I always wanted to figure out what the fuck was going through your mind, when you decided to not be there. For the longest it was hard to believe that you ever cared for lack of showing any emotional and some could probably say you were even unemotional. The words, 'I love you' do not go a long way when there's nothing there to even prove it. You may have learned a lot through all the years that you've lived, but I don't think you'll ever understand what it truly means to have a daughter and I can't say I'm sorry for something that's your fault because I'm tired of taking the blame when it was never mine.

2. If I could say it any different, I don't think I would. I've known you for quite some time, and all the years that we've spent growing up together just seem to have gone by so fast. I would never take it back. I've loved all the times we've had together, and I know you'd never believe me as much as I'd like you to, because the promise of your trust is lost forever. I know I've hurt you something deep and left an awful scar on your heart, the place you once had for me, and I know you can never look at me the same. But it's ok because I know you're better off for it. I'm so glad that you found someone that's right for you and that she can be there for you and give you everything I couldn't. As if to say we were wrong for each all along, it would remain true.

3. You're the deepest person I know. I've always wanted to figure out what your mystery was and if I ever would. I lost the patience to ever go that far and find out. I would always look at yo u and wonder. Wonder what kind of things you thought, what kind of person you really were. You have multiple personalities and I think it frustrated me most as it fascinated me. If you ever thought love between us would shine through, I might've actually gone along with it because when I'd look at you then, I wouldn't see the present. I'd see the future and marriage and kids. And I never have thought that about anyone else, because I didn't ever believe in something that could make me weak and vulnerable. We're in different places now and it's for the best.

4. I see you sit and I watch you walk and see you thinking, getting lost in yourself. It's easy to believe that we'd come to each other in the right place and time. And I can say that I am forever grateful. I don't know what it is I do for you that keeps you around, but I'm glad. Your mind is like a work of art, beautiful, yet so much to question about it. You keep me on my feet, guessing. I don't know what I'd do without your brilliance to inspire and rejuvenate me. The pleasures of life I share with you are something I'd be selfish about. I find myself always wanting to know more about you, because I feel I don't know the half of it. But there's always time to find out. I feel joy knowing I can wake up and discover a new day with you.

5. I am the match, you are the flame. I strike and you light up. We're the perfect duo and have been doing it ever since we were in diapers together. I wouldn't miss a minute of your life for the world. You've been there for me through thick and thin, like a brother. I've always seen you as that. There's never a question or doubt in my mind, you'd come running if I called. You always have. You've protected me, and shined light on me. You've built me up when I've fallen down. There isn't a bad thing I could say about you that would ever be true. I love you forever.

6. I always questioned why you had to go away, now even further, but you remain so close to me in my heart. You always have a place here, like home. Though our time together was short, it was well spent. And I know we can always pick up where we left off. The bond I have with you is like no other, and if I were laying on my death bed and someone asked if I'd rather trade my friendship with you for my life, I'd trade my life, because I know you'd come back to me in the end. Sometimes things don't make sense, but you always understood me. I love the way you jus knew me, and didn't have figure me out, because I'm complicated. You will last me through my lifetime.

7. You've taught me so many things, made me so wise. You've been there for every moment of my existing life and I hope for years to come you will be there. I know I don't say much to you, but I do love you and I do care about you and I always think of you. I need you more then you realize and maybe, you see this. Maybe I'm jus foolish and don't. I like how you help me, and I wish you'd push more, instead of guide. I can see jus fine, jus give me a map and I will figure things out on my own. We may not have the strongest relationship, but I think with time things will get better.

8. Ever since I met you, laid eyes on you, I felt it. I felt something different that no one else has ever shown me before. From the time that I kissed you, to the agonizing days in between until I left, and all the times up til now, I don't regret any of it, and I would never even think of taking it back, or think it was wrong or say sorry. You're one of the most right things I've felt and believed to be true in my life. Your love is the greatest gift I could ever receive. You've fixed me when I was broken, picked me up when I was down. You've made me wanna be a better person, for you and in general. I don't know what I would have ever done if I never found you. I wasn't expecting it and I think you're the best thing that ever happened to me. No one has ever made me cry because I was so happy, but you have that ability and effect on me. Nothing else matters when it comes to you. My walls come down and I'm weak for you. Fell for you so many times. Your voice is my comfort and your eyes stop me dead in my tracks, everytime. All your imperfections and perfections make you perfect and I love you the way you are, all the same. I'd never change a thing. You once said you wished for someone to find something about you that you didn't know about yourself and I hope you know I'm still trying. For you, I'd drop everything. Foolish as it may seem, it'd be worth it. If you needed me, I would go anywhere you wanted me to. And it's not selfish if two people want the same thing, unless they're unwilling to share, and I want to share everything with you. I'm a little scared now, but I think things will change because you're willing to make them to. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt because I know of the love you're capable of showing.

9. You're really far down on the list, but you're still very close to me. You've been my second mother and I go to you for advice like my best friend. You've helped raise me and you've been there every beck and call. I can't say there was ever a time when you couldn't help me. You've been the angel on my shoulder, and I can see your wings so bright. I wish I could say I've helped you in the way you've helped me, or somehow repay the favor, but even if I could, you wouldn't accept. I know that's jus because the way you are. I love you so very much and I thank you because I'm a better person because of you.

10. You're the worst thing that ever happened to me. I think that explains everything.

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Simplekill- Be There! [Wednesday
June 13th]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | SimpleKill- Stay Away ]

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[Wednesday
April 25th]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | BFMV ]

Soo... I guess it's time for an update, cause I haven't in a while. but whatev. I'm really diggin' on this song right now, it's byyyyy Bullet For My Valentine. They're the shit.

Tears Don't Fall

Lets go!

With blood shot eyes I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

Theres always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me if I called her name?
Would she hold me if she knew my shame?

Theres always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?

Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home

Oh! Yeah!

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Lets go

Would she hear me if i called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

Theres always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me make things better?


Your tears don't fall
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall [tears don't fall]
They crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come...BETTER! [conscience calls]

Your tears don't fall
They Crash around me
Her conscience calls the guilty to come HOME!

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[Thursday
March 15th]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | buckcherry-crazy bitch ]

I fucking love being 18.

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I'm hawt. You kno it. Don't hate. Get over it.

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fucking whore! you suck! i'm not a loser... [Monday
October 30th]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Sublime_Loser ]

i love talking to my dad on the fone now, cause we really get a long. i mean, before when i was younger i didn't understand what was really going on. i know my mom tried to tell me, but i think her views and ideas on things kind of found their way into my head and that's what i had believed, although it may not have been entirely tru. it was only how she had felt about him and i had yet to form my own feelings and opinions about him. however, young stupid minds are so impressionable that what she said had stuck and i believed it all up until now. i even tried to get an idea about him, but it turned out bad the first time. but second chances and trys are good. they work sometimes. whatever works, then the person should go with it. if it doesn't work, then they should move on. i wish me and my dad could have communicated like this way before, maybe i would have grown up easier. it always felt so hard. cause like most kids had, and still do, both their parents, but me; i only had one. and so i only got one opinion. but it's best when you have two different ones because it's more choices to choose from for whatever works out best. i know my aunt was always there and sometimes my uncle, but they weren't really there... like that's hard to explain. they're a part of me, in my life and all, but they didn't help to make me. and what helped to make me, is what is me. that's what's easier to relate to better. so my mom is always saying i'm like my dad, and at first, i resented her saying that because of what has happened in my dad's past, but i guess i've come to realize that i'm not my dad's past. that's not the part of me that's like him. the part of me that's like him is mostly my personality and how i act. we're very laid-back and mostly very chill. i may not be as outgoing as him sometimes, but he said i got a good head on my shoulders and thank god for that. and i felt really good when he said that, cause he told me what he thought of me which was that i'm intelligent, very bright, even tho i kno i'm lazy and lacking motivation, but i'm leading myself in the right direction. like i've got good friends and i'm not in with bad people and doing things that could affect my future in harmful ways or any of that stuff. it just made me feel really proud of myself. i know my mom says things like that too, but i like the sound of it from my dad because i dont hear it often and it's like a gift that nobody else could give me. i think i favor my dad over my mom, even though i love them both the same. i don't know. i think i'm pretty content with everything right now.

anywho, best thing that happened today, i got an A on my Algebra 2 test and for most of you, i guess that's easy, but that's a big accomplishment for me. Cause it's MATH and it's ALGEBRA 2, so yeh. aight, i'm out. laters

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[Thursday
October 19th]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | Akon feat Snoop Dogg_I Wanna Fuck You ]

So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word when I swore that I would let you down
And now that I'm gone
Try to forget me and just move on
So will you scatter my ashes where they won't be found?
I kept my word and you hate me for it now
You hate me for it now
Try to forget me and just move on


I am not the one that you should blame
So take what I left you for the pain
And do your best to forget my name

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[Tuesday
September 19th]
I'm never gunna be real to you.
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[Saturday
September 16th]
raves are an uncontrollable waste of time led by glowsticks and individuals who cannot bear to live without techno dance music.

translation: raves are fucking stupid and everyone thinks they're so trendy.
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[Sunday
September 10th]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | Red Jumpsuit Apparatus_Face Down ]

i hate boys.

they can fuckin die.

end.

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[Thursday
August 24th]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Coldplay_Green Eyes ]

random [stolen] survey

8. last place you were: Skool
7. last cigarette: never
6. last movie watched: Mr and Mrs Smith
5. last phone call: my bank
4. last cd played: conshafter_your day job
2. last time you cried: last night
1. last thing you ate: Orbitz gum

8 have you evers

6. have you ever dated someone twice: Yep
5. have you ever kissed someone you regret: yes
4. have you ever fallen in love: yes
3. have you ever lost someone: yeh, in both ways
2. have you ever been depressed: happens now every once in a while
1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: yes and no

6 things you've done today

1. woke up
2. talked to my ex g/f
3. tied a tie
4. breathed
5. walked home =[ i really wish i had my truck
6. undressed

3 fave colors

1. blue
2. green
3. purple

2 things you wanna do before you die

1. try to find love with someone again
2. do something really crazy no one thinks i'll ever do

so far in 06

[x] been to school.
[x] made a new friend.
[x] fallen out of love.
[x] done something you swore never to do.
[x] lied.
[x] laughed until you cried.
[ ] stole something.
[x] went behind your parents back.
[x] disappointed someone close.
[x] hidden a secret.
[x] pretended to be happy.
[] got arrested.
[] kept your new years resolution.
[x] forgot your new years resolution.
[x] been with someone who changed your life.
[x] changed your outlook on life.
[x] sat home all day doing nothing.
[] pretended to be sick.
[] left the state.
[x] almost died.
[x] lost someone.
[] been to the hospital.
[x] gotten close to someone.
[] streaked/mooned/flashed.
[x] cried over someone.
[x] given up something important to you.
[x] talked on the phone all night.
[x] learned something new about yourself.
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try.
[x] found out who your true friends were.
[x] made a total fool of yourself.
[x] met great people.


Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yeah…

Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: skool

Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: My mom

Q 04: who do you like more? mom or dad?
A 04: Depends on the situation

Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: no

Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: no.. lol

Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: not at the current time, but maybe in 30 seconds, 5 minutes, etc?

Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: sometimes

Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: not really?

Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: last night and the night before

Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: sure

Q 12: are you a friendly person?
A 12: depends on the day

Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: mine

Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: if i were wearing a shirt.. yellow

Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: turtles

Q 16: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: black

Q 17: what were you doing last night at 9?
A 17: working in back motherfucking drive-thru makin' goddamn happy meal boxes

Q 18: I can't wait until..
A 18: I get a new car

19? [gone missing :]]

Q 20: look to your right. what's there?
A 20: my wall with posters

Q 22: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 22: yeh

Q 24: song that makes you cry?
A 24: the brilliant dance AND what hurts the most
Q 25: are you normally a happy person?
A 25: yeh for the most part, but no one could ever tell

Q 26: has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you?
A 26: oh hells yes

Q 27: is your self-esteem extremely low?
A 27: can be at times

Q 28: What song are you listenin to right now?
A 28: I miss you_Blink 182 (its playing random)


1. Are you currently mad at someone?: no
2. Which of your friends has the worst temper?: Carrie, I guess, cause she takes it out on everyone
3. Have you ever thrown anything at someone?: yeh
4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?: no
5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell and scream? Both

ORANGE

1. Has anyone ever thrown you a suprise party? yeh
3. What event is coming up that your most excited about? the Heat game
4. Who gets you the most exciteable? Annie, prolly
5. If you won a million dollars what would be your first thought? Moving
6. If you could have anything right now what would it be? dunno




1. Sex before marriage?: sure
2. Gay Marriage?: yep
3. Lowering the drinking age?: nah
4. lowering the driving age? ha, no


1. What was your latest dream? I was robbing someone or something, but it was a metaphor for hurrying up
2. Which of your friends do you dream about the most? Lyndsi
3. Have any of your dreams come true?: nope
4. Do you usually remember your dreams?: most times
5. What was the weirdest dream you've had?: i don't know


1. Straight, Gay, Bi?: Bi
3. Do you have a crush? not really
4. Who is the best hugger that you know?: Annie
5. Do you believe in Love at first sight?: no

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[Monday
August 21st]
I feel so sick. My throat is sore and I keep sneezing. This is driving me crazy. And my entire face hurts like my jaw and my nose and forehead. It fucking sucks. At least I'm out of skool for the day. Hi-five to me! Everyone keeps saying I suck cause I get out early, don't hate losers lol.

Well my friend Lisa wants me to go on a double date with her and her friend's friend, Jeff. And I'm all like uhh... maybe? She was like he's 17, has blonde "shaggy?" hair, thin and tall. Hmm. She also said he plays baskteball and he's like rocker? I guess, iunno. He better not be ugly I swear lol j/k I'm not that shallow, but I do have standards so. We'll see tho.

I think im going to sleep til I have work..
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[Thursday
August 17th]
Got my new fone.

Lost all your numbers.

Comment with them or IM please!! I wanna keep in touch with ya'll.

Makes me sad I lost them =/

So do it lol
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[Wednesday
August 16th]
Ughhhhh..... I feel so horribleeeeee.

I have a really really bad headache and being on the computer is not helping but I wanted to update. Today in first hour we had a fire drill, woo. And everyone smelled and was goin way slow coming back from the field and the track. It was just like MOVE! Stupid smelly angsty teens.

Then I still hate my second hour. Some preppy girls ruined the phrases Suck It and Lick It. I can never say those things again. Just because. I hate preps. Then this one girl that was their friend was like, omg! there's no number in my book and her friend goes, your book is broke hehehehe and i'm just like omfg get the fuck away from me. ^&$*^%#(ahhhhhh!

3rd hour my teacher was like You made my day! and I was like aww.. cause all I said was that she was the best math teacher I've ever had and that I've completely understood everything so far and that I haven't been lost or anything. And she was like, well if you do get lost or whatnot, come to me and we'll figure out something. I feel so happy in that class cause I'm actually understanding everything and for once not totally sucking wind at math. Yessss.

4th hour is ALWAYS fun. we do crazy shit in there. ♥'s for that class.

5th hour is also fun cause I get to see Lisa, the only person I know in like all my classes except Jordy in my first hour. and Ms. Anderson is way cool, and really nice. This is her second year having me and she just now noticed that I spell my name with an I. and I was like didn't you notice last year and she was like, I just woke up. and I was like okayyy lol.

6th & 7th are okay for now. I just sleep or do my homework. Cause I can't leave yet but hopefully by tomorrow I'll be able to. Wootness. 12:40 fuckers. You know you're jealous.

well, that's it . gunna go drink some tea.. and try to sleep.. night
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[Tuesday
August 15th]
Ok so an update about my new fone.

It's a Sony Ericsson Z525a and I'm getting it either Thursday or Friday. Whoever texted me tonight, I'm really sorry I couldn't respond =/ But shit happens so whatever.

I'm really tired and I'm going to sleep. Night ya'll.
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[Tuesday
August 15th]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Cauterize_Choke ]

I feel like such a fat ass.

This morning I was getting on the bus and I sat down and realized my fone was in my back pocket so I was like oh snap and took it out. I opened it to see if it was okay and the fucking screen on the inside was busted.

Fuck meeeee.

So no one call me please, I won't be able to answer anyway. And no texting either. There's no update on when I'm getting a new one, but I'll post it in here when I know for sure.

Time to play video games.

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Survey Because There's No Way I'm Gunna Try And Put How I Feel Into Words [Sunday
August 13th]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | Hawthorne Heights_Screenwriting An Apology ]

[name] Milissa
[birthdate] March 5th, 1989
[sex] Female
[relationship status] single [that's a first]
[shoe size] 9 1/2, 10 if I wanna go for comfy
[parents still together] No
[siblings] None
[pets] Two turles, Benny & Jack

FAVORITES....

[color]Green
[number] 5
[time of year] Whenever it's not too hot or cold
[type of weather] Cool enough to have to wear a hoodie, but not too cold where you gotta tie the string
[food/drink] Tea w/lemon/Rice pudding

--DO YOU--
[twirl your hair] Sure
[have any tattoos] No
[cheat on tests] Sometimes
[like scary movies] Yeh, but I get scared a lil
[like cleaning] When I get in my cleaning mood
[know how to drive a standard] The Fuck is a standard?
[own a cell phone] Yeh
[collect anything] Clothes? lol Shoes

--HAVE YOU EVER--
[been in a fist fight] Not really
[considered a life of crime] Yes lol
[considered being a hooker] No
[been in love] Yeh
[made out with just a friend] Yeh
[hurt someone you love] Yeh, it's inevitable these days..
[kicked someone in the nuts] Haha yes!

--CURRENT--
[clothing] White t-shirt, basketball shorta
[hair] Up in a bun, on my face
[song you are in love with] Paramore_Emergeny and Nougat Fiasco_Fallen Down
[cd in your stereo] Linkin Park_Hybrid Theory
[mood] Sad, Tired, Stressed
[thing you ought to be doing] Cleaning my room cause it's a fucking mess

--LOVE--
[first crush] Matt
[first kiss] Matt
[first love] Boy: Richard, Girl: Beth
[do you believe in love at first sight] Yes
[do you believe in "the one"] Yes
[are you a tease] I can be
[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%] Yes

--ARE YOU--
[honest] Most of the time
[sarcastic] Yeh
[a daydreamer] Always
[up tight or laid back] Depends on my mood
[messy or organized] Depends
[shy or outgoing] Shy

--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--
[bought something] Yeh
[been sick] Yeh, and it fucking sucked
[sang] Yep
[missed someone] Yeh =/
[gotten drunk] Yeh
[gotten a haircut] Nah, dyed tho
[watched cartoons] Spongebob Marathon yo

--LAST PERSON THAT--
[you spent the night with] I don't know
[spent the night with you] I don't know
[saw you cry] No one
[made you cry] Can't say
[you said "i love you" to] Rory
[told you they loved you] Hakeem

--WHAT IS--
[the best feeling in the world] Knowing someone loves you just as much as you are in love with them. Also, Falling asleep with that person after a longperiod of making love with them, then waking up to see their face next to yours. That... is a great feeling
[the worst feeling in the world] Feeling your heart break, and watching someone you love be hurt too.
[your greatest fear] Losing all my friends, the one I love, and living the rest of my life alone. And In the dark.
[the thing you want most in life] To be with someone who loves me for me and all my faults and finds them appealing and won't do stupid shit like cheat or lie or play games with me and who'll love me back like I love them.

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[Friday
August 11th]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Nougat Fiasco_Fallen Down ]

You're here now and hearing me.
When all the world falls down again.
And your knees give into the sand.
With no one to lend you a hand.

Are you happy now, now?
We've all fallen down.
Well get up from the ground.
There's no lying down.

Stand tall.
Await the fall.
They'll all fall with you.
And all the world falls down again.
No one was standing then.

Are you happy now, now?
We've all fallen down.
Well get up from the ground.
There's no lying down.

Take a breath.
Await your death.
It isn't just for you.
We've all fallen too.
And all the world falls down again.

Are you happy now, now?
We've all fallen down.
Well get up from the ground.
There's no lying down.

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[Thursday
August 10th]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Evanescence_Everybody's Fool ]

So my schedule got fixed. I still have to take Algebra 2 cause I need it for the Bright Futures Scholarship, but it's okay cause I can tolerate it. I think I'll be alright. I'm just a little scared I might fail. But everyone thinks I'm gunna do well. I hope so.

Alright, the new and revised schedule lol:

Cont Lit Hon - Herz
Economics - Matthews
Algebra 2 - Clinton
S R & E Essentials - Simmons
Color Photo - Anderson
Marketing COOP-OJT - Simmons
Marketing COOP-OJT - Simmons

So all my core courses are at the beginning of the day and then I can just chill out at the end and go home. Awesome.

and the entry before this one, isn't lyrics. it's something i wrote last night. so just to clarify that..

here's the pictures of my hair:
Clicky )

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[Wednesday
August 9th]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | JoJo_Leave (Get Out) ]

So I got my new schedule and for the most part it's aight, but some of it fucking sucks. Like the fact that I have Algebra 2, what the fuck? I didn't sign up for it and I don't need it. So they def needa take that off. And they took my color photograhy off! Bitches! That's the best class on there! Everything else is fine, got my marketing thing and I get to get out of skool two hours early, fuck yes! And I at least have a class wit Jordy, yay we got Contemporary Lit Honors together. I only have like 4 teachers lol awesome. Anyway, everyone saw my hair and make-up and I guess they were really shocked cause they were like omg! wow! But whatever.

So this is my schedule:
If anyone has any classes wit me, lemme know.

Herz - Cont Lit Hon
Matthews - Economics
Clinton - Algebra 2 <---gotta get that changed, hopefully to Color Photo
Simmons - S R & E Essentials (Marketing)
Feierstadt - Health Science 1
Simmons - Marketing COOP-OJT
Simmons - Marketing COOP-OJT

I have C lunch for fucking 4th and 5th period.... sucks.

I'm gunna try and sleep now cause my work is gay and scheduled me for today and my dumbass stayed up all night talking to Morgan lol. No offense! It was so hard to sleep after I got offline and then I woke up all times during the night. Ghey. later ya'll

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go go power rangers! [Thursday
August 3rd]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | power rangers<3 ]

ok, this is for Morgan..

Thank you!! =]

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